Matt and I are trying to work something out so we both get Grayson and we dont have to go to court. He would take Grayson Monday-Wednesday and I would get him Thursday-Sunday. I dont think it’s fair that I get Grayson every weekend and the whole time Matt has him he will mostly be at daycare. I asked Matt about taking him every other weekend and of course he makes excuses. I’m so over this shit.
Lately, I’ve felt more empty then normal. I dont talk to very many people anymore and I dont mind that. When I started dating Matt he was really the only person I talked to anyway but now I dont even have him. My stress level has been over the top and Ive really wanted to talk to him about it but we arent on talking terms apparently anymore. He wont even talk to me about Grayson. I just feel like I have no one. I have Grayson but I need adult time..and I prefer it be with Matt :( Its a weird feeling lately.
